Wednesday, November 22, 2006
that just is the exact lyrics for me at this point of my life.. Sorry.. but im at a lost for words or wad i should do now.. to jus try to keep myself frm thinking bout u? though near impossible.. or is this another spite.. though i doubt so.. u contradict ur words and im totally lost.. i asked u rmbed e words i wrote on ur hands..but its over anyway.. u said u do and said do you think its ok by saying its over.. wad u meant by that.. jus wad u meant.. then.. i went to find u.. told u in person.. u told me we cant be together.. ok.. i didnt cherish e chance i had.. but.. wads ur feelings for me now.. i really wanna understand u.. u keep things to urself.. now.. seems we're avoiding each other.. even coincidentally meet outside things become so bloody awkward.. has our relationship come to a stage where ending is e only choice?.. have u really given up on me?..
i remember everything...
e first time i held ur hands at princess road crossing to take a cab to ps to watch infection.
every words of urs.. i took in seriously.. i tried my best to get everything u wished..
i cared for you.. you know it...
always woke earlier to go dip the towel in boilin water for u at e hotel so tht u wun nid to step on e cold toilet floor...
searched almost everyshop tht sells aasics shoes.. ur t.t shoes..
now things have become so cold.. and e feeling is unbearable..
i jus .. really.. dunno.. wad to do..
What a feeling!
